I’m on the edge of a precipice, waiting for my heart to make it’s decision. I am at one of those grandiose moments which movie’s are made from, this is a pivotal, the pivotal, moment.
I cannot go on living this way, physically or mentally. I’ve ruptured my entire existence, EVERYTHING is broken. I either kill myself or make some serious and very life altering decisions.
So, what is a girl to do?
I honestly don’t know if I have the strength to take up this fight again but I couldn’t bare to hurt my family. I also can’t live how I currently am, with how I’m currently feeling and acting. I’m terrifying myself. I’m fucked.
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